Menuxi

Status: open

Slot 1: open



Available:

Realistic portrait sketch: 15€ (one character only) (traditional only) (Example: Daenerys.)

Manga style sketch
Headshot: 5€ per character (traditional and digital possible) + 5€ for loose coloring (digital only) 
Fullbody: 10€ per character (traditional and digital possible) + 5€ for loose coloring (digital only)
Simple background: +5€

Chibi
Sketch: 7€ per character
Inking: +10€ per character
Loose coloring: +5€ per character / neat coloring: +10€ per character
Simple background: +5€

(Remember: you can also have a sketch colored (Example: Promise. -Tokka-), inking is not necessary. But a sketch with neat coloring might look weird )

- Please note that if your motive has got a lot of characters or detail, the price might raise.

- Please keep in mind that I do have a specific (rather sketchy/cutesy) style and e.g. scary motives might not be what fits my style best

- You can always back out as long as I didn’t start your drawing yet. 

- Also my prices are cheap for now because I’m not a professional (yet). By commissioning me you agree that it’s okay with you if the commission takes longer than expected and that you realize possibly anything could go wrong. 

- Please note that even though you commission me, you do not own the picture. You can use it to your likink, as long as you don’t change it and refer to my deviantart account.

- You can pay via Paypal only.



Want a commission?

Send me a note with
- Title: “Commission”
- Your Paypal address
- Type of commission you want
- Reference if necessary, preferably visual

I’ll accept your request by telling you the price. I will tell you once I’ve received your payment and start working on your commission. 

Hey guys!  

I've got a raffle going on right now on my facebook page! I'm afraid it's EU only, but maybe some of you would like to stop by and join  
It ends on December 19th and you can win a poster of "Prism"  

Have a great week! 
Much love :*

I just realized I have never given any update on my break Oops ... sorry q..q 

So what has happened. I hadn't been drawing for months, I'd not taken a proper break though, it was always in the back of my head like "Well you could work on some drawings" blah blah. That's not how to take breaks, guys. Learn from my mistakes xD

Anyways, the semester started and with it came a class about being famous online. And I was like hell yeah, that's about the first class that sounds fun xD So I actually made it in (we got limited amount of people who can join obviously, so yay) and after quite some thinking about what I might do and with or without whom I ended up starting the Twinkletoes Reloaded project. Which is (long story short) basically me fangirling and doing fanart on Avatar The Last Airbender (+ Korra). 
Well yeah, that project ended up creating some sort of drive. Drawing became fun again - I had almost given up hope on that to happen. 

Still it's just a project. I'm not very comfortable about gaining "fame" by duplicating other peoples characters. Considering that I'd like to make money from my drawings someday I feel like I need to come up with some alternative universe and some fitting OCs to keep the drive up. I need to create my own drive basically. 
Which is where I'm stuck now, waiting for some enlightenment xD Uni stress has caught up, I'm basically in the hardcore exam phase right now. So there might not be happening much anytime soon. 
Also I learned that I have way too many ideas and way less time to take care of all of them. Sad me. It's really hard to decide which one to skip and which one to keep. There's so much to learn! Squee!

Anyways, if you'd like to check out the Twinkletoes project, here's the links: 
deviantart: twinkletoesreloaded.deviantart…
tumblr: twinkletoesreloaded.tumblr.com…

Also I'd be happy about your ideas or thoughts Whatever it may be - tell me <3
Have a great day and remember, you are awesome <3 
See you around <3

About 3 weeks ago I had kind of a mental breakdown and decided I had to change things. Like a lot of things. Because even drawing had become a burden.

So after that breakdown I decided to finish two more pieces I'm working on and then lock away my drawing utensils.
At first I felt relieved about that break from pressure. Turned out that I was the only one pressuring myself without ever reaching what I was aiming for. Because sometimes when I am pressured I freeze in panic. Doesn't make any sense but that's how it is.

One week after the breakdown I kept spending my time with whatever I wanted to do. Like what's responsibility? Can you eat that?
I kind of started to miss drawing but I also felt it was a good thing to not draw for a while. So I stuck with my decision and did some thinking every now and then.

Two weeks after that breakdown I found new artists, I found new inspirations, I watched the first speedpaint after a very long time and I felt some kind of excitement. I missed drawing even more though I hadn't even reached my goal and started holidays yet.
Also I finally made myself finish one of two leftover pieces. It was basically a big bunch of problems and things were not working out. But my friend was fine with the result so I tried to accept it. I had put a lot of time and work into that drawing. It didn't work out the way I wanted though but I had tried my best so I just uploaded the outlines (which I liked) and let it go. (I just want commissions to be the super very best because I want to be fair. But for some reason they always turn out the worst. Maybe I'm trying too hard. I came to that conclusion several times during the last weeks ...)

So the new semester began. And i was literaly drowning. In work, in desperation, stuff like that. Everything went wrong.
I had tried to shut down all the open windows of work I had left and get some rest. And very quickly I got bored and was desperately reaching for something beautiful and joyful in my life.

Well I'm still searching. And I'm still very exhausted.
So my decision for now is, I'll try to keep it down. Try to find my way before I start to draw again.
At the beginning of this year I had a great time drawing. I had fun, I didn't think of money. I was so proud of myself. I used to think about money 24/7 since my father raised me to always think of ways to make money. That's all he talks about with me for more than five minutes straight. Everything else is smalltalk.
Also because of health issues I really want to earn money by myself at home instead of working for a boss. I've been aiming for this for almost my whole life actually. But again that put way too much pressure on me and I use to fail. And at some time at the beginning of the year I let troubles in and started to think about money again.
So a lack of skill, an amazing amount of pressure and a bunch load of perfectionism put me where I am right now.

I'll keep it down for a while now. I'll be drawing if I want to. But I'll do less postings. Maybe? I don't want to limit myself. I just need this to become the love of my life again instead of another heavy brick in my pocket.
I hope you understand. Thank you so much for your support. That's what's been keeping me going.

See you <3

Yeah, how comes time passes by and suddenly you're 21 years old, huh?

Never been a big fan of birthdays and stuff but the point about this journal is: I've gotten a camera! My very first own camera. I've had photography lessons in school so I've seen quite professional cameras and everything. That was sooo cool. Mine is a semi-professional one: Looks professional but actually isn't, lol 8D
Nah anyways I'm gonna buy some equipment sometime soon (I don't even have a bag for it yet or even a memory card o..o) and mayyyybe I'll be doing videos? Like sketching or something. I don't know yet, I'm actually really shy when it comes to cameras ... 8D But I'm so excited about that xD

Huh, I got my own camera <3 Gotta name it <3

Anyways, if you have aaaaany questions, you can absolutely ask me about it. I will try my best to help you out
Have a great week!
See you!